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on one hand, i feel a bitter hatred

rage, yea bitch

i am going to let my nails grow out

for months and

every day i’m going to meditate

my little fantasy:

once they are long enough,

i will have:

ten sharp blades

and

i will

gouge your eyes out

but on the other hand

(because i have two hands)

on the other hand I feel

a sweet sweet love.

honey & honey.

there is never any

any mention of

‘the immediate’

when it is all just

glitter.